“So Disappointing”
Lent 2010 – Day 30; Tuesday, March 23.
Deshi Ramadhani, SJ
God knows how much I have been so disappointing to those I love. I admit that I have made many promises, but I have broken even more. Along the way, I know so much pain and hurt I have inflicted upon others. To be honest, I should have lost all chances of having friends any more, even of being loved by any one.
I have been so disappointing to God too. Want to know what is worse? I don’t easily admit that I’m just that bad. Instead, many times I put the blame on God. When I hurt after I fall, I blame God for not doing His job to protect me. I even wonder if sometimes God completely forgets how to be a real God.
Truth is, I haven’t always been ready for new challenges. I run to others, begging for my healing, while I don’t really admit that I’m sick.
2 comments:
Romo Deshi,
mana dong renungan kemarin dan hari ini? lagi sibuk ya???
Thanks for your blog, love it to bits!
cheers,
Lenny
Gud am moShi..
Sibuk ya? sdh 3 hr renungan hariannya "hilang". Romo sehat2 aja kan?
Aq salah satu pembaca setia tulisan romo... "nyandu" gitu lho hehe...
Tulis trs ya..
God blessings...
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